Blue Christmas: for mourning

Grief is a response to an irreversible loss… To generate grief rather than sadness, the thing lost must carry great emotional weight, and it must pull back the veil that covers a transcendent aspect of the world. Breathe out to push the fog away from a brilliant pinpoint of light. … Gravity holds my feetContinue reading “Blue Christmas: for mourning”

day 19: for sanctuary

I am making a home inside myself. A shelterof kindness where everythingis forgiven, everything allowed—a quiet patchof sunlight to stretch out without hurry,where all that has been banishedand buried is welcomed, spoken, listened to—released. A fiercely friendly place I can claim as my very own. I am throwing arms opento the whole of myself—especially theContinue reading “day 19: for sanctuary”

day 5: for darkness

Consider this.  In the shadow of a perfectly round object, you will find a rebellious glimmer of light – a bright spot in the middle.  I’m not being metaphorical here.  I really mean to queer the essential and disturb its eminence.  What better way to do it in this case than to point to lightContinue reading “day 5: for darkness”